A new phase without the haze,
A beginning to my brighter days,
All these years been such a maze,
I’ve been going through.
Dead end after dead end,
Another corner to another bend,
Trying to be me, to be loved,
Giving all I had, just pushed and shoved.
Boundaries lost, my needs forgotten,
Experiencing love that for me was rotten,
I searched the roots and found the core,
Found the disease holding me back from more.
Now I’m finding better ways,
Distance from wounding words that hurt my days,
Learning to really believe in me,
Trust those better visions my mind can see.